You know wat ive been thinking a lot about lately is suicide b/c like a lot
of ppl want to commit it and I think its really sad b/c I think that like we
as Christians are failing our job to get the word out about Christ because
theres soo much hurt in the world and only he can make it better and so many
people look towards suicide and stuff like that to solve their problems, and
it just really makes me think that like were failing our job to get the word
out there and help people and stuff. Like seriously and then theres all
those t.v. show that have things about suicide and stuff like that on there
or like school shootings and stuff like that and I that’s so wrong because
that’s like getting revenge on people and the Bible says revenge is God’s
job so therefore its his territory and so whenever people get revenge its
like their stealing from God and cheating him. It’s really sad about all these
things, and then the fact that everyday God places and opportunity to
witness to someone and we as human beings just pass it up not even realizing
that It was there. There’s so many people in this world that have been hurt
and that have so much hate in their lives and its never gonna get any better
without God you know? IDK it’s a crazy world out there and it’s even
crazier that we pass up those opportunities to witness to people. And
another point, like so many people take their lives for granted on what they
have and do drugs and all that crap and just do stupid things that
constantly put their lives in danger and like u know the movie saw? It’s a
scary movie but that’s not the point, like the point of that movie was
because that guy had cancer, he was gonna die and he saw all these people
that like did drugs and cut themselves and stuff and you know the thing was,
were they worthy of their lives? we do stupid things and all these people
that want to commit suicide its sad because they have lives to live and
those little kids that are like 6 yrs old and are deathly ill would love to
have that persons life that wants to commit suicide…
this may seem like a completely pointless entry and like nobody even reads these especially when their really long but if by some chance some one who reads this who has ever thought about suicide or is thinking about it, its not worth it and no matter what your situation may be, life will get better with time and God but you have to allow him to help you and ik that whenever your thinking about that your thinking that nobody cares about you but thats not true people do and especially one person who shares a love for you greater than anyone elses and he is the man who created you and whho wants to see you in heaven, hes your father.....God | 
